Self Love: Breaking racial sloganizing and silencing shame with the power of personal narratives, mental health, and love for community.

by Jason Jaewan Lee
2 /9/04


It was 1994 and I was an eager, but scrawny sophomore at St. Joseph's Preparatory High School in Philadelphia. My mission: get on the illustrious prep crew team. What I thought would be a physical challenge became more of a psychological one as I got a primer in white supremacy 101.

During one of the trial workouts we were instructed to run laps around the school's third-floor hallways. As I turned a corner, two unfamiliar Caucasian junior crew hopefuls came barreling toward me. "Gook!” ”Chink!” Gook!" their verbal salvos screamed. A few minutes later, passing me once more, they slung the same fighting words in my direction.
I was stunned and hurt. They might as well have skewered me with an oar. Because that is what if felt like at the time. Needless to say, I quit the tryouts.

It is 10 years later, and there is a controversy over a steak shop in Wissinoming whose name, unfortunately, is familiar to me. It is called Chink's.

Chink's

 

 

 

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